Anonymous Testimony of an Ecuadorian Mataji of Abuse by Paramadvaiti
The mataji, who has asked us to remain anonymous for fear of attacks or insults by the fanatical followers of the “guru”, with a broken voice during her story in audio, tells us about her painful experience of abuse by Paramadvaiti swami when she was a minor. Transcription: It is very difficult for me to talk about this experience because I have silenced it from everyone for exactly thirteen years. I always wondered if what happened that day was a product of my mind that was beginning to get damaged, because as my guru, my spiritual guide, the monk who made vows of celibacy and chastity could have done something like that to me I was sure at that time that not even my parents would have believed it because they had placed their trust in him. Now, I am fully sure that what happened that day was not my imagination, it was not a mistake, nor any misunderstanding, because something worse happened to my friend and it was at that moment that I could open my eyes. Maybe if...